I remember,
one December when I was much younger, sitting alone at night in a
field. There were no tracks in the fresh snow other than my own and
no sound but my own breath. Occasionally I heard a twig snap in the
pine wood that bordered the field.
The air was perfectly clear and nothing was visible except the small
cloud of my own breath between me and the infinite stars. All of them
were visible, sparkling silently against the endless blue of space.
I can remember nothing in my life so beautiful as the sight of the
sky that winter night.
I recall clearly the scent of that winter air. It was not at all a
pine scent and had nothing to do with cinnamon or spices. It was the
blue frozen scent of fresh snow and silver stars. It was a scent that
spoke to my young brain of remembering what was and realizing what
will come. It was the sleeping scent of spring now frozen beneath
the snow.
Winter is still like that for me. It is a time to rest, a time to
remember and to look forward. Winter is a quiet time to watch the
stars and have hope.
Christopher Brosius 1994 (Revised 2005)